February 2012
51 posts
Anonymous asked: I just wanted you to know that you are beautiful. It saddens me that you don't see how lovely you are. I would KILL to have your body. Just know there are people out here in the world that care about you.
“You do NOT have to be underweight to have an eating disorder. MOST people with...”
– (via recoveryisbeautiful)
eating makes me feel like a failure to myself.
not eating makes me feel like a failure to others.
it’s this constant game of tug of war in my head
eat vs. don’t eat
eat vs. don’t eat
eat vs. don’t eat
runnerbre:
Sometimes I forget that it isn’t normal to be this worried, obsessed, and thinking about if I should eat this or that and how it will effect my weight. How do people not worry about this. It consumes my thoughts.
I wonder what it feels like to be skinny, and...
thirsttobeskinny:
I want to feel this
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I want to rip myself apart, limb from limb, tendon from tendon, breath from breath. I want to soar away somewhere where I don’t have to worry about fat and calories and fat and fat and fat and fat… I want to be empty and pure and I want to win this war I have with myself every. single. day.
I want to escape- just for a moment, maybe- I’d be okay with one moment, no matter how...
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I’m sick of hating my own body.
I’m sick of looking in the mirror and feeling disgusted with the pooch that sits on my lower stomach, my thighs, my cheeks, my back…
I’m sick of seeing chocolate poptart crumbs on my nightstand leftover from a moment of weakness and wanting to not eat for a week to punish myself.
I’m sick of the insecurity; of not being able to ever,...
lifeaserica asked: Well, my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years, we broke up. He was my best friend. So that's kinda rough. My cat is in really bad shape and I'm worried about him. I've had exam after exam and I don't feel like I did great on any of them. I feel gross, like body wise. I'm trying to start working out again. I've just felt pretty down this week.
lifeaserica asked: Good! I'm glad to hear that. :) It generally does help when you try to fucus a more realistic, healthy vision of beautiful. :) My week has sucked, honestly. But it's whatever. Nothing I can't deal with. haha
